two is better than one

IF TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE, THEN CAN WE HAVE THREESOME?
answer is no.
we do not always try to stuck our head into the rabbit hole :P

showing my true colours!
LOL
anyway happy birthday melissa!!!

what's wrong?

it's 4.30am and here i am sitting in front of my laptop.
i should be sleeping, i should be dreaming of happy stuff,
i should be snoring.
seriously i have been whining alot and i don't know why.
it's like something's missing. i need like a 'big bang'
that kind of shit to happen in my life.
i was excited about my results like afew days ago
now the excitement subside, i feel mortal again
here's a quote " you do not have a life until you start living"
talking about living your life to the fullest
i feel I'm not doing that now.
something's gotta change.
driving like mad used to excite me but not anymore.
biking used to excite me as well!
this is like accelerated mid life crisis. it's accelerated because I'm not near to my 40s or 30s.
maybe it's because of my studies. January until June it's like i feel studies sucked the life out of me.
i need to find new 'drug' to fuel me.
and boy oh boy...this whole post sounds SAD and DEPRESSED.
I am not depressed i'm just bored!
i have been going out and having fun. but it's not enough.
i need to do something that shouts " yipppeeee, i'm alive"

YOU WONT WANNA MISS THIS

re

trying not to force the issue at hand.

Are you going to finish strong?

dear diary,
today is just another ordinary day, i'm sitting in my office. life as a top intern LOL.
Anyway michael jackson is dead, i'm not his biggest fan but i dont know it's just giving me a reason to be emo for all the things i've lost.
and pls respect him for all the stuff he has achieved. jokes about his nose, skin colour and his sexual preference is not funny anymore.